why do I feel the need to have someone? Human nature.
why do I jump around from one to another? past.
am I done? YES.
Well here is what happened I started talking to a guy and we spent a lot of time together. But we weren't committed to each other and he had other girls I had other guys. Thanksgiving rolled around and I flew home. Spending time away and it hit me.. what am I doing? why ruin something so great? I really like him but neither of us would commit and I would rather be something he needs than something he can toss aside and replace. Unfortunatly he doesn't like irreplaceable things so I will have to work on that but I stand by my choice I want to be important to him. So I came to the conclusion that I would rather be friends with him than screw it up with pursuit of something that we both know wouldn't last.
Anyway there will be more posts on this soon hopefully going back to school won't change my point of view on this since I will be with him.
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